The holdays were rough, I had a few good diet days followed by a few terrible diet days. I think I could have been mistakenn for the cookie monster if you were to have come across me in my kitchen. It didn't help that I was sick with the flu so I completely missed a week of lifting however I did manage to squeek out a day or 2 of wasy cardio. I'm not going to bother getting on the scale until the new year. New Years marks 14 weeks out from the OCB Eastern Regional show. A few weeks ago I was ready to throw in the towel (this was probably the result of a massive sugar rush). I just didn't want to go through all the dieting through the holidays and having to explane to everyone why I wasn't eating Aunt so and so's delicious cookies. If I wasn't able to hold it together then I would not be able to do the earlier show in March. I just decided that since I did this last year (I didn't cheat one bit over the holidays...don't ask me how I did it because I don't know) that I wasn't going to forgo the cookies again. Anyway, I'm just going to shoot for the ER in early April and if I'm still feeling good then there's another show or 2 afterwards I may do...or not. I may also just do fitness model too just to make things less stressful. I'll leave that decision for the last month, if I think I will be lean enough then ok but if not then no big deal. Well, I'm going to get back to me oatmeal and sweetpotato mush with a heavy dose of cinnamon (my sister lovingly calls it vomit)...yum:)
Cinnamon:162g (it's almost gone...he he)
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I feel ya...Im not getting on the scale for a while either...probably a week AFTER new year :)
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